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[28 Jan 2006|01:02am] [ mood | happy and not!! ] i dont really know my feeling bc there is one thing that is making me really happy =) and also the fact that getting back an old friend that i have truly missed. so that is making me happy. but other people are just not. i dont even know. write notes to make me feel bad, put me on these little tests? who are you guys? good night. worst stressful week of my life!! 5 do ... do you love me?

sorry.. [09 Jan 2006|08:37pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | room raiders ] ok well last entry was kinda weird i know. sorry i was just upset when i was typing it half way through. but thanks to my amazing friends i dont care anymore. yesterday i went to church and then to hop and haleys bday party. then iwent to work. it was fun. haha kinda weird some parts. but put me in a good mood =) which kinda creeps me out. haha watever. so i came home and couldnt really fall alseep so i called my sister and talked to her. haha then i talked to my brother and found out some stuff. weirddd!! so today school was pretty cool. wasnt that bad. 4th period was amazing. tonys comments made me like pee myself. haha he is so funny. so then i had practice came home. ran out to get some things and now here i am. i had a phone conversation with john carlson tonight. haha he is a weird kid. we talked about stamps and annie brushing her hair. it was fuunny. so thats about all for my life right now. haha something is kinda bothering me but i dont want to talk about it! 2 do ... do you love me?

=) [07 Jan 2006|03:22pm] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | will wonka and the choclate factory ] ok so i have been thinking a lot lately. one of my friends gave me a CD. it has some really good songs on it and i have been listening to it nonstop. the lyrics made me think alot so im going to write some lyrcis and waht i thought about it. "time is a wheel in constant motion always moving us along. Who wants to look back on the years and wonder where those years have gone?" this made me think. why spend my time upset and depressed when there are good things out there. people have more problems then i do. i KNOW that for a fact so just act upon the good things bc if i sit here worrying about the bad things and how depressed i am, than my life is just wasting away and i dont want to sit back on the years aond wonder where they all went. "It's like you're always stuck in second gear. When it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year. But ... I'll be there for you. When the rain starts to pour, I'll be there for you Like I've been there before I'll be there for you 'cause you're there for me too." this made me realize how much i love my friends. i mean i said i didnt have any friends. but the ones i have are the best. i love them so much and anytime i can help you guys, im here. well i was really excited today until something just happened. so forget it. my mood just turned for the worse. i cant finish this i dont want to talk to anyone. 8 do ... do you love me?

katie day and night =) [30 Dec 2005|12:22am] [ mood | bouncy ] ok the last couple days have been gone minus a few minor detials. i have talked a lot with annie and mackenzie i love those girls =) yesterday i went out with katie and michelle. i drove katies car. haha it was funny we went to the mall, starbuck, katies to stalk someone ;-), walmart!! haha i love those girls. it was soo funn!!! so then i came home and went to bed. today i woke up and went shopping with the one and only katie critell. fun times as normal. she broke the tihng at kohls, panera and the comments, hair cut, the mall, laureen, and the car accident we saw!! =) i love you katie thanks for a GREAT day!! so then i came home and showered to get the little hairs off my neck from my hair cut (4 in cut off by the way) and went and picked up katie. we went to get some food and bring some to michelle then back to her house. we each made a pillow and then trev and kam came over. it was fun, i havent seen them for awhile. good times =) ;-) so then they left and i decided to leave so katie could go to bed. so i came home and here i am watching a movie with my sister but she left. ashley called but like hung up or soemthing and then carmine called haha funniest convo ever. hes just a litte bit. haha he is a funny kid. so other than that i work tomorrow. 11:30-7 if anyone wants to come visit. =) i guess close friends just arent close forever. but just remember im here. friends are forever and forever never ends. maybe one day our friendship will go back but until then we just have to deal with this. friends have been on my mind for awhile. i have a couple new friends popping up and i love them to death. they care and show they care so much, always listening and even if we dont hang out they are still there. you guys know who you are. thanks i love you! katies comments today at lunch and shopping made my life a million times better =) p.s. i hate whores 7 do ... do you love me?

so stupid. [28 Dec 2005|11:21am] [ mood | beyond depressed ] i think i just lost my only true best friend i ever had. im so fucking stupid i hate myself. edit: see told everyone opening up does NOTHING but cause trouble. its supposed to feel good to get things out well it just made me feel worse. so im ofically done opening up to people starting now. 5 do ... do you love me?

merry christmas [26 Dec 2005|11:13pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | panic! at the disco ] MERRY CHRISTMAS!! yesterday was christmas. cute? i know. It was a good christmas actually. xmas eve.. haha fun times. my family is NUTS! santa didnt come to the party =( first time ever. kinda sad actually. but oh well. then i went to bed and carly woke me up. we opened gifts. i got some clothes, mp3 player, and a couple other stuff. some people got a lot of stuff but we cant, and im prefectly fine with that. the older u get the less presents and i think its bc u understand wat is going on in the family and stuff. its hard to understand unless you are in the family. its tough but we make it through =) so then we went to church and came home and we just relaxed all day. =) i watched a movie with carly and then put some songs on my mp3 player and got ready and went to the movies. colleen was working so i talked to her when the movie was done for a little. it was a cute movie. cheaper by the dozen 2!! then i slept at ashleys. she brought me home this morning and i got ready and went to work. after work i went to linda and bills. fun times. haha opening gifts = amazing!! so after that ashley came and picked me up and we went and met up with matt and his friend. we were at caribou and i was laying down when i heard someone say to matt wats up? i looked up and i was like who is that and he said MAKALA!! i dont think i ever got out of a car faster. i RAN over to her. i miss her so much. we are going to hang out soon tho =) in SEEEEEPHEN!! fun times in the summer. so then me ash matt and cameron went to steak and shake. i didnt talk.. i dont know it was weird or something. just too much on my mind and i had nothing to say. so then ashley took me home and i showered and here i am. i have to be at work at 8 tomorrow. work is going good. today was really good. i actually did stuff. i didnt have to sit behind the counter. i really liked it. =) i got to use the sticker gun for most of the day. woah i had fun with that =) haha my mangers are awesome. they are a lot of fun. we just mess around and stuff. i work about three days a week so it isnt bad at all. my feet just hurt so bad. im not used to being on my feet that much. but its ok. its worth it every two weeks when the paycheck comes =) so i have nothing to complain about with that!! the rest of this week should be fun, i work tomorrow till 3:30. then i think i might go out with katie. i miss her. i havent seen her in awhile. its nuts!! then wednesday im off. probably go to lunch with someone then and thursday im going out with katie=) we aregoing to lunch, getting my hair cut, and shopping probably. that will be a fun time had by ALL!! then friday i work 11:30-7 then who knows. jacked up season finale was on tonight. me and tony talked about it already. haha i love that kid he is like my best friend! speaking about friends. i guess my view on some friends change. i just realize who my realy friends are. i guess that is what i was thinking about tonight. things were weird now between some friends. and i guess i should talk about it with them and i will when the time is right. i jsut have to think of how to say what i want to say! well im done now. hope everyone has a good break =) 4 do ... do you love me?

[27 Nov 2005|10:17pm] [ mood | i suck at life ] [ music | nothing ] sometime im stupid. im fooled by the people that i think care. just when i think i can open up, im shut down again. screw it im done! mooney is going to state. again!! =) two years in a row baby. only school around here that can say that bitches! this weekend overall= sucked! some highlights: friday night, katies house tonite and that good CD she made me, mooney going to state, phone calls that make me smile =) *secret that no one knows about ;-)* some stuff that sucked: people that dont care, thanksgiving, short 15 dollars today, crying today. hope everyone else had a good weekend. all i want for christmas is you* (no one knows who tho.. hehe) 8 do ... do you love me?

friends only! [31 Aug 2005|08:00pm] im sorry but from now on this is: FRIENDS ONLY!! 3 do ... do you love me?

[25 Aug 2005|05:26pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | gilmore girls ] wow i havent updated this for awhile. a lot has happened since then but dont worry i wont bore you with what happened. haha well i went to camp. the poconos they were ok. i dont like it there but i made the best of it bc i had to be there and i didnt have any other choice. I love the cheerleaders tho. so the last night was the best night with the talent show. haha amazing!! so i came home on monday and when i got to my house ashley was here with food from her mom =) how cute is that? haha i love that entire family ( like her brother, lexi, her sister in law, and her mom) ALL of them. they are so sweet. But ya me and ashley watched laguna then she left bc i was really tired. So i went to bed and woke up and had to go to school to show some new junior girl around. then i went to say bye to shawna. that was so sad i cried. then i had to go back to school to teach the freshman the fight song and stuff and then we had practice then i came home. I sat around and then went to the eye doctor and got new contacts. then i came home and got ready for my first day at school. Yesterday really wasnt bad. my classes arent that bad i mean they all require work but i tihnk it will be ok. we have a test in AP history every three days. haha that sucks!! first one tomorrow. crazy i know. haha i went to get my shoes yesterday for cheerleading. they are ugly but tim weaver was there i dont think he remembered me but i laughed then on the way home me and my mom were at a red light and we saw matt =) i havent seen him for awhile. but ya other than that yesterday was good. Today we had a rally. It was so weird. haha the fightsong didnt work haha so we like kinda made it up haha but its ok. So tomorrow is friday and out first football game =) im so excitied. i think im going out to eat after i dont know tho yet. so comment please!! it would be appreciated. haha when i see you, i think to myself - does he ever say to himself; "OMG, THERE SHE iS" ? 6 do ... do you love me?

i hate being stressed... [18 Aug 2005|03:03pm] [ mood | stressed ] [ music | boy meets world ] first of all i would like to start out with... where the hell is katie critell? like i miss her and she disappered. well i love u katie whereever u are. haha ok yesterday i went to the mall with ashley. that was fun. haha saw a few people that i have missed and love. haha!! woo they were hott ;-) the conversation in front of gloria jeans was priceless haha.. and i got to see MOLLY!! aww i love her. so then i came home and got dressed to go to calling hours. =/ it was really sad but i got to see callie who i dont even know the last time i saw her. she did a really cute thing for her grandpa she was supposed to be in a pagent on sunday and her grandpa died on sunday. so she didnt want to do the pagent then she went home put on her grandpas marine core uniform and went to the pagent in that and they made an anouncment that she was dressed like that in honor of her grandfather passing away that afternoon. it was really cute. so then i came home and bre and kara came over for a little bit. then we took marnie to her friends house and i came home. i went to bed early last night and thought a lot. im really stressed about a lot of things. I dont want to go at all tomorrow morning. i hated it! it sucked. the moment i got there i wanted to turn around and go home. but i will be stuck in the pocono mountains till monday. i come home monday and i have to do this thing at fresham oriantation tuesday then go back to school on tuesday. im not ready for school. i didnt read the books and my luck ill have english the first half of the year. i dont have shoes and there is no time to get them now for the first day. Im really worried about my schedule. i dont know im just hate this feeling. i need to get through this weekend first and i know that isnt going to happen. I dont want to do this. Maybe the girls will make it better. i dont know im just not looking foward to this. im done complaining tho. comment or something. so long sweet summer =( 11 do ... do you love me?

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